Gerbil Probe: The Media Empire of Michael Allen Rose

Turn on the Ugly Lights

If you show me the way...

Will I have to repay?

Can this life be replayed?

How will we all save face?

Darkest path leads to fall...

Is there light after all?

Iodine takes the sting...

King of the hill of the king...

Are my lines all the same?

Who will take all the blame?

Burning eyes show me how...

Where is my refuge now?

SeXXXee

I want your sex

I want your love

I want you down here with me

in the mud

I want your body

I want your soul

I wanna devour you so

I can feel whole

I wanna feel cheap

I wanna feel used

I want to feel like

yesterday’s news

I wanna feel dirty

I wanna be free

I want to take you to

new heights of ecstasy

I WANT YOUR SEX

I wanna get down

I wanna get in

I wanna teach you a new

definition of sin

I wanna ignite

I wanna explode

I wanna give you a reason

to fully unload

I wanna bow down

I wanna serve you

I wanna do whatever

you want me to do

I wanna get wet

I wanna obey

I wanna say all the things

that I should not say

I WANT YOUR SEX


Deadline

Oh my halo’s bent and broken

and I’m fallin from the sky

And I don’t know what to do cuz’

when I hit the ground I’ll die

I’m a savior and a lover

I’m a liar and a fool

Will you clip these broken wings

So I can start to refuel

I DON’T KNOW YOU...

NO I DON’T KNOW YOU

AND I DON’T OWE YOU

A GOD DAMN THING

I know I’ve finally reached the end of the line...

Oh I have nothing but troubles

and I’m trying to decide

Cause’ I know that I am living

but I’m not sure I’m alive

When your life comes crashing down

you feel the nails being driven in

and the only thing left for you

is to swallow all your sin

I DON’T KNOW YOU...

NO I DON’T KNOW YOU

AND I DON’T OWE YOU

A GOD DAMN THING

...I know I’ve finally reached the end of the line...


Biochemical Oxygen Demand

Overloaded skin it throbs with ever painful ecstasy

Hold my head up to the light and become what I want to be

Rats devour everything my inner workings hold within

As I drown I wish I could just crawl out of this rotting skin


Sinking deeper into this disgusting mire of control

Basic needs are thrown aside to make room for devoured souls

Lunacy begins to seep inside the walls of self-defense

Making me desire for the broken halls of recompense


Twisted into shapes the human eye was never meant to see

Cutting lines into my wrists seems like a possibility

Someone cut these wires so I can attempt to fly away

Flying too close to the sun you drink the fruit of my decay


Mr. Blind and the Estrogenical Treachery

Everything dripping from your lips is fake

Maybe we should burn you at the stake

You worked black hearted magic on a poor dumb innocent

You don’t intend to offend but offend with your intent

You burned me down tore out my heart and then you sucked me dry

You wanted me to beg because I did not want to die

don’t wanna throw away the box it came in

but if you buy now we’ll absolve all your sin

Everyone’s dying and I just don’t care

and everything’s broken because you’re not there

Whats the difference betrayal or denial

You can afford to have a looking glass smile

Take these scars off of my wrists

And wipe away these tears of piss

A permanent victim with no escape

A super-villain bitch without a cape

You fooled us all with eyes that melted snow and froze the sun

And when you plunged the knife in me you had already won

The only thing I trusted in just stabbed me in the back

It took five years to see that heart and soul are what you lack

you don’t wanna throw away the box it came in

but if you buy now we’ll absolve all your sin

Everyone’s dying and I just don’t care

and everything’s broken because you’re not there

Whats the difference betrayal or denial

You can afford to have a looking glass smile

Take these scars off of my wrists

And wipe away these tears of piss


0V01D V0V01D

one simple deduction

helps me to decide

always have to run from you

always have to hide

help me the void is pulling me under

help me i have no love to lose

can’t face this isolation

can’t face the pain it brings

can’t face my own destruction

can’t face my own feelings

help me the void is pulling me under

help me i can’t stand the pain

......

help me the void is pulling me under

help me i have no love to lose

help me my body is aching

tell me why i’m so confused?

don’t know what to do

don’t know what to think

i can’t see the light

all i do is sink

help me the void is pulling me under

help me i have no love to lose

help me my thoughts are burning

tell me why i’m so confused

Hooray For Everything!!!

Twisted words don’t equal lies

Spin doctors spin alibis

Victory is now assured

Don’t leave ‘til the job’s deferred

Don’t think for yourself or the terrorists win

Learn to live in a nation founded on sin


Hooray for Everything!

(guns bombs oil money guns bombs oil money) (x4)

Pledge all to God and King!

Hooray for Everything!

Freedom forever ring!


Bomb them ‘til it’s just a hole

Lie that freedom is your goal

Do not think about what we’ve spent

Think about what you represent

You’re no patriot if you disagree

Trust everything coming out of your TV


We elected a new guy to office / but the dead still haunt our shores

Perhaps we have forgotten / that all politicians are whores

And we shot the head of global terrorism right in his fucking head

But we won’t be safe from the “war on terror” until every one of you is dead


Hooray for Everything!

Pledge all to God and King!

Hooray for Everything!

Freedom forever ring!

Hooray for everything (xx)!


TV Land Murders

You got a thousand channels and there’s nothing on

You try to say it again but the remote’s gone

So you just sit there waiting for the Apocalypse

And nothing relevant ever comes across your lips


You don’t know what you see

You don’t know what you feel

You don’t know what to be (to see / how to)

You just deal

You don’t know what to feel (to say / you are)

You don’t know what you see

You don’t know who you are (to feel / you kill)

You just be


Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional

Kill your TV (x3)

Before it kills you


[godforsaken]

My reserves of faith have run dry

You say turn the other cheek but take an eye for an eye

With these wounds you were meant to betray

I believed in you once but you took it all away

Look to your followers if you want to blame

They come out of your church and preach hate in your name

So many believe in your lies

They’ll all see the truth the day everyone dies


YOU ARE THE GOD THAT FAILED ME

TOOK DOWN YOUR SON AND NAILED ME

TO A CROSS OF APATHY

YOU ARE THE GOD THAT FAILED ME


Anoint the sick with the wine of regret

Abandoned temples, stains of sweat

And the blood of those you abused

The dried up shells of the twisted and used

You say you love them all but that’s not true

Only the cynic sees the hate in you

Your mask of righteousness hides rotting decay

Project intolerance, don't mean what you say.


Retail religion is what keeps you alive

As seen on TV, only $9.95

If you call now, we’ll add eternal salvation

Something to play with while you’re living damnation

All of the sheep are so comfortably numb

You know how to keep them all blind deaf and dumb

Feed them the opium, a pill for the soul

You take away pieces so they can feel whole


Return Of The Bear

What am I to you?

A screen on which you project your daddy issues

A piece of meat to be ignored

Hung up in the freezer until you’re drunk or bored


There’s so much screaming where my mouth should be

I knew you wouldn’t even care

There’s so much screaming where my mouth should be

And you came loaded up for bear


What am I to you?

A screen on which you project your daddy issues

You’ve got a lot of growing up to do

And so do I after everything you put me through


There’s so much screaming where my mouth should be

I knew you wouldn’t even care

There’s only screaming where my mouth should be

I want to fuck you. I want to kill you. I want to eat you,

But I don’t know which I’ll do first.


What am I to you?

A screen on which you project your daddy issues

A piece of meat to be ignored

Hung up in the freezer until you’re drunk or bored


There’s so much screaming where my mouth should be

I knew you wouldn’t even care

I finally wrote a fucking song for you

And it’s the return of the bear


;;; [semicolonic]

I don’t know why I’m always doing this pause to think it passes by
It’s like my brain and hands and feet are stuck while pausing for my eye
I see the visions in my head fading until nothing remains
Last image perceived locked away deep in the center of my brain
One can never fool one’s vision it’s the only honest sense
But accidents can happen when your mind holds all your friends x
All the colors and the images they all but fade away
As we die amongst the blackness that surrounds our self decay
CHORUS = Everything is fading………..
Poke the eye out of the needle and unravel all that’s true
When you ask me why I do this thing I do not answer you
We must try to rid ourselves of thought it is the only way
To become something that matters now that we are led astray
Just like lambs unto the slaughter that do not see where they are
Perhaps we as a culture have walked blindly too far
Look around and see the world so full of ignorance and hate
By the time the eyes are open we will find that it’s too late
CHORUS = Everything is fading………..
This is so degrading

discontent

self.stimulation key to reconciliation am I truly
all consuming am i toward annihilation?
i scream out silently because i am so wrong
i cannot see because the light's all gone.
apathetic wisdom from a world that doesn't care
sometimes I wonder if there’s anybody there?
CHORUS = I’ve got to/ I want to/ I can’t be discontent
lackluster meat made out of dead morality.
i cry as their revolting eyes penetrate me.
nobody's EVER truly cared i realize.
they look the other way and cover up their eyes.
heretic music to the ears of the diseased
they cry out blasphemy and wipe spit from their sleeves.
so disenchanted that i don't know what to do
give me your empathy while i'm destroying you.

©2017 Gerbil Probe